31.1.07

再來5個TESTS!!!!

都蠻準確的,不知post在這兒是好是壞=~=

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.

With respect to money, you are a bit stingy.

You think good luck depends on maintaining good relationships with others.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be a little selfish. You only do what interests you.

You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.


Your Love Type: ISFJ

The Nurturer

In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long.
For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner.

Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie.
However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues.

Best matches: ESTP or ESFP

You Follow Your Head

You're rational, collected, and logical.
Generally, it takes you quite a while to fall in love.
In fact, you've even been accused of being very picky.
While you're cool, you're not ice cold.
You just know what you want, and don't mind waiting to get it.

You Are 58% Borderline

You have some symptoms of borderline personality disorder.
If you feel like you're more than a little dramatic, you may want to investigate further.

What Your Dreams Mean...

Your dreams seem to show that you're a bit disturbed... but nothing serious.

You may have a problem you're trying to work out in your sleep.

Overall, you are very content in your life.

Your dreams tend to reflect your insecurities.

Your dreams indicate that you have very conflicted feelings.

You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind.

You secretly want to hide your dreams from your waking mind.

30.1.07

百世修來共船渡,千世修來共枕眠

今天放假,找了媽媽去逛公園。談談自己,談談家人。

講到爸爸說話常常語意雙關、字字珠璣,媽媽說我已和爸爸相處廿多年,沒理由不了解他話中玄機才對;我順口答:「不比你認識他久」。講完腦筋一轉,才驚覺我只比她晚一年多「認識」我爸爸(因我媽媽認識了爸爸一年左右便結婚,又誕下了我)。若看媽媽跟隨爸爸後的「修行(聽他的道理)」成果,相信將來我的修為一定比她更高。呵呵!

再講我一出世之後,因有病住在醫院的氧氣箱一個月,期間爸爸每天都過去看我幾次。以後真的要對爸爸好一些!

晚上讀了一本書,看到下面句子,忍不住要把它記下來。

「百世修來共船渡,千世修來共枕眠」

我想能與爸爸媽媽還有妹妹等成為家人,雖不至於「共枕眠」,但若真的要以修行來計,也要九百九十九世了吧!真要好好珍惜。

再想現今社會這麼多人同居又離離合合,那些人一定有很高的修為了(還要與很多人)!

29.1.07

What kind of soul are you?

You Are a Peacemaker Soul

You strive to please others and compromise anyway you can.
War or conflict bothers you, and you would do anything to keep the peace.
You are a good mediator and a true negotiator.
Sometimes you do too much, trying so hard to make people happy.

While you keep the peace, you tend to be secretly judgmental.
You lose respect for people who don't like to both give and take.
On the flip side, you've got a graet sense of humor and wit.
You're always diplomatic and able to give good advice.

Souls you are most compatible with: Warrior Soul, Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul

17.1.07

思想病

最近某朋友的blog寫了一個令人不寒而慄,但同時也很感人,值得所有香港人都去看看、再三反思的故事--《逝者如斯》

若要談閱後感,那我可能寫幾千字也寫不完.不少人已在文章留言,他們部份人寫的,也是我心裡的感受:原來香港教育制度下教育出來的學生,有些連對人最基本的尊重和仁慈都沒有,是一個個冷血無情的怪物;人與人之間的冷漠;病態社會對人心靈的腐蝕和摧殘.....我想起以前看過的電影《人間狗鎮》,《祥林嫂》等等.人性,原來真的是可以很黑暗.而我們身在一個如此病態的社會,又應該如何自處和常常反省,不要被這些病態社會的風氣和思想影響和潛移默化?

《逝者如斯》這個我朋友親身經歷的故事,相信她已記錄完畢.看最後一篇的其中一個留言,再令我搖頭嘆息,香港人的素質似乎真的是每況愈下.那人”借用”故事主角簡老師的”鬼魂”,批評我朋友寫的文章,大意是指她其實是在採別人,抬高自己的情操.但就如另外一位網友對那人留言的反駁,”文章給我的觀感,是藉這件事反映當下香港教育內的種種現象,內裡有不少作者自己反省的地方,亦嘗試記錄一班學生經歷這次活生生的生命教育後的轉變而已。”

有時去一些本地的網上討論區,也會讀到不少像簡老師的”鬼魂”的人寫的文字,惡意反駁和中傷別人,和作出一些不懷好意的批評,根本就是在破壞討論.雖說人有言論自由,而那些發言又是不記名,但為何要這樣呢?

愈看得多這些惡人留下的發言,心裡愈覺得哀傷.身體上的病不難治療,但思想有病卻難醫.而現在香港社會卻又似乎充斥着很多這樣的”病人”.看看那些八卦雜誌、傳媒報導、報紙內容......香港人為什麼會變成這樣?

2007年1月16日

最近不知從那裡看到一段文字,內容不記得了,但其中兩句還是歷歷在目.

有過多少的愛,就要用多少的恨來消解.

似乎有點將不理性合理化,但也不能否認,我是頗同意這一點.若這樣說來,我一定非常愛自己,因為我也非常恨自己.

唉,不想多說,有什麼好的心理治療課程請介紹給我.我想我需要這些.

11.1.07

吃不消

本來新的一年是應該寫些高興的事才對,但實在沒辦法.

工作上最近又開始覺得有點吃不消.但這次卻似乎比以前嚴重.不知道是我能力不足,還是工作量太大,又或是太累.以前的忙,心裡總是覺得”只是一下子,會過去的”;但這次的忙卻像是沒完沒了,更只會愈來愈忙.

我也想做更多的工作,可讓自己吸收多些不同方面的經驗;但這實在需要精力,和最重要的--時間.現在做的事可算是多了,但都只是忙忙忙,水過鴨背,根本沒有空間去思考和吸收.

又還是只是我的能力不夠?之前看完電影 《穿Prada的惡魔》,女主角最初上工,適應不了,找人訴苦,反被人反罵一頓,說沒有盡力做好云云.我又是否沒有盡力呢?

積極些看,應該找些課程讀讀,讓自己能成為一個女超人,一人做三人工作還要游刃有餘,但又真的沒有時間;消極些,另謀高就,找一個not so speedy的公司工作.

如何是好?